Tuesday, October 3, 2017

“You beat cancer by HOW you live, WHY you live & in the manner in which you live.” #StuartScott I choose LOVE & GRATITUDE and surrounding myself with people who will take me higher. Just like my Yoga family who was there for me every step of the way during my #CancerJourney. I can’t believe I left them for so long but I’m so happy to be back on my mat at the best hot yoga studio on the island! . This month’s challenge is 30 days of Yoga 🕉. It happens to coincide with #BreastCancerAwareness month which fuels my desire to continue to educate women on facts and give them the courage they need to get screened. . I know it’s scary, but we are on day 3 of October and I’ve already had two friends tell me they found lumps. I pray that it’s nothing for both of them (send prayers please) but I’m very happy they were courageous enough to do something about it!! Too many women get scared. Don’t wait!! Early detection gives you the chance to do something about it and then go live a full life. I’m a survivor. DM 6.18.13 with recon. 8 rounds ACT chemo as a preventative measure. No rads. Final surgery 12.31.13. I’m so happy to say that almost 4.5 years have passed since I found my lump. Today I have a big smile on my face because #EveryDayIsAGift and that I continue to #ChooseLove even in this scary and crazy time. .


#ChooseLoveOverFear My heart💔aches. If we do nothing, like we did after mourning the tiny lives of Sandy Hook, then we know this will happen again. . #iWillNeverUnderstand #PrayForVegas #OneLove


Sunday, August 6, 2017

#ShiftShop #Week2 Complete - with Blood Sweat & Tears. I've been managing a swollen knee for 10 days. It's driving me CRAYYYYzy because I'm frustrated at the things I know I Can Do but I'm forced NOT to do them because of injury. But I kept hearing @chrisdowningfitness Chris Downing say, "So what if you have to modify???? You're getting better, EVERY DAY!!!" By the end of the workout o just cried. Really hard. Because I've said this to countless people through the years and never really had anyone to say it to me. Switching roles from leading a class to. Ring lead wasn't an easy transition - but when I let go of the vision of everything I COULD DO and everything I USED to be able to do - then it all started to fall into place. . I broke. Mentally and physically and I think it's exactly what I needed to finish this week wth a wink and a smile 😉😄. While I still think it royally sucks to be injured I'm working through it and I'm very proud to say I NEVER GAVE UP & some of that warrior princess vibe from kicking fighting BC finally kicked back in!!!! #SurviveAndConquer - there's an obstacle in my way and I'm focusing on the person I will be when I get on the other side of that WALL that I personally built, solidified and banged my head against for too long. I refuse to tear it down. That takes too much time and effort. I'm gonna find me way around it or over the damn thing. Cuz what I want and what I need is on the other side of that wall. #SeeYouOnTheOtherSide. #MakeTheShift


ALWAYS REMEMBER you are BRAVER than you believe, STRONGER than you seem, SMARTER thank you think & LOVED more than you know ❤️ . #drSuess ##WordsToLiveBY #qotd #SundayVibes #ThankYou


Monday, July 24, 2017

SURVIVE & CONQUER then SHARE YOUR JOURNEY 🎀 Oncologist Follow Up Today . Nobody knows what it's like to hear the words, or in my case hear Charlie Brown's teacher mumble the words, YOU HAVE CANCER. 😰😤😓😫🙃😳. In an instant you go thru a tumult of emotions all at once. It's sickening, it's fearful, it's outrageous, it can't be and crazy. This can't be happening to me, right?? This report is wrong - how could I have it? What did I do? (Insert your own emotions here). . I think we all question, "Why Me?" . I quickly realized the answer to that question didn't matter. My first thought was of my daughter Bella, she had just turned 7. These were the exact words in my head, "NOBODY IS TAKING ME AWAY FROM MY DAUGHTER UNTIL IM GDAMN GOOD AND READY!" 💥 . It wasn't that simple - but it set forth a determination to kick cancer's ass. I didn't look Fear in the face because I refuse to give it life - it didn't have a face. It didn't exist. I was Fear-less because I chose to have faith and trust the journey and my medical team. . FOUR YEARS LATER - I can finally answer that question, Why Me? This quote - "You Have Been Assigned This Mountain to Show Others IT CAN BE MOVED" represents my reason. If I can give a person strength and hope by showing them I've been through the worst, kicked ass and survived this roller coaster (as others showed me!) then it was worth it. . I can't say it's been all easy PEASY but I can show you that f you take it one day at a time and stay focused on doing all that you can, you will one day be on the other side of that cancer mountain - or you will have removed it completely. NEVER GIVE UP - cry, kick, scream, whatever. Just do what ya gotta do to get through it. Because you will. #FaithOverFear . #BreastCancerSurvivor #BreastCancerAwareness #badass #FearlessVixenFitness #cancervixen #Msk #MemorialSloanKettering #mastectomy #chemo #fuckCancer #NeverGiveUp #YouGotThis #PinkPower #pinkSister #PowerOfPink


Mondays are for fresh starts. New Program. New Meal Plan. Amazing Attitude to Bring Out the Best in Me! Breakfast: what should have been an omelet became scrambled eggs 🍳 😂. It was delicious!! . #MakeTheShift #NeverMissAMonday #CancerSurvivor #NeverGiveUp #FearlessVixenFitness