Tuesday, August 23, 2016

Fearless to me is FEAR -->LESS. . Last night one of our beautiful pink sisters earned her angel wings. It's really difficult to not take the news hard. She was one of the first survivors I had met here on IG. . It's one of those things that can prick fear in your heart. We knew she was near the end but it didn't make it any easier to receive the news. A little part of your heart dies and at the same time Fear begins to prick holes in your comfort zone. Little bit tumble down because you dear it will happen to your other pinksisters or even to yourself. It's ungrounded. The thoughts have no foundation - your mind could build a wall of possibilities that leave you scared and broken. . #faithOverFear every. Single. Time. Fear holds you back. Faith propels you forward. It takes just enough courage to be brave enough to trust in the faith that you'll be ok; I'll be ok that everything is going where it is supposed to be. . Bad news can throw you off and the lack of sleep can intensify the fear. A friend died, another's young son is not doing well - an old friend reaches out to say my friend was just diagnosed ... You go through it with them emotionally. I do anyway. It's how I am. It's apart of who I am. . Tonight I will finally get sleep and I will triumph over this out of fear that is like a ball of fire in my stomach. Im praying for my friends and their families and sending good juju. I wish I could do more but I know I can't do anything if my mind remains settled in fear. . #FuckCancer #Courage #BeBrave #FearlessVixen #victim2vixen #BeFearless #Rip #qotd


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